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I am here today because I am acting out my life today to please others, as always.
I am here today for entertainment to please our selfish souls.
Today I am here because my heart aches, hurt by the heartless.
I am here because it hurts to be somewhere with someone that doesn’t think of you when you’re not looking.
I am here today because I am dulling my senses (see 'euphemism') in an effort to be more comical.
Because life’s kind of a joke sometimes, right?
We are here today acting out this never-ending sitcom show (please refer to The Days Of Our Lives), sitting attractively void but casual on the confessional couch, justifying how we did so poorly during the last challenge, resolving to do at least more comically in the next one.
Because life is a joke that’s actually quite funny but leaves you feeling like an empty vessel like when you trip over a crocs and you think ‘who even wears those fugly crocs’ or ‘is that the name for this type of shoe’ and you follow up that thought with something vague against animals and you do a sad laugh and you keep being alive.
We are here because this is a personal blog and that’s okay being a person is okay and thinking only of yourself is okay and talking about yourself is okay and being all emo is definitely okay.
and wanting to be perpetually loved and attention-fed is okay
always settling for less and thinking you deserve anything and forgiving unforgivable people because you are somewhat religious and therefore must 'totally understand being human' and allowing them to use you so you can look at them sometimes because you find so arousing the way their eyes shift about (think R2D2) when they are lying which is always is
compassionately very much okay.
Because all interpersonal relations are creative ways of using other bodies to calm your own.
Because skin is so lonely and muscles so tense and nervous systems buzz like bees losing their stingers when injecting your bloodstream with chemicals to make you feel like a kid with nice good friends who totally adore you.
"Walk on a trail of loving kindness
Walk on a path of compassion
And all else around you will be beautiful."
Every Blessing
13 comments:
I used to live for others, and never for myself. But now I decided that if I live for the glory of God... my life is much more meaningful and I can be much more happier... simply because when I pleases God... it would mean it pleases me as well. And nothing else matters.
You owe me. I owe you. Life's one bg buku hutang?
In this world most things are refered as Yin and Yang, Give and Take... life is about to strike a balance in between whatever we do, sound subjective huh?!=_=
That's life... live to the fullness and have a nice day!
Balance is important...
Life is colorful or black/white..all is depend on the individual.
today, i want my day like black/white and it will activated.
easy to share but not easy to practise hehehe
i love that quote..
it's definitely okay to be emo...
hi first time dropping by, nice background music, i used to mute music in any blog lol. but i dun do this here. and can see that you are a dog lover.
back to the topic, its ok to be emo, its even ok to be selfish. sometimes we love others too much n neglect ourselves which is not good at all
n sometimes we should stop pleasing people, some people can not be pleased, pleasing them like dog keep chasing their own tail.
take care!
Life is sometimes real and sometimes unreal..the real could be unreal and the unreal could be real..in Canto ~ 'chan chan kar kar, kar kar chan chan'..live on..
Believe in yourself, but do not be attached to your own point of view..
When I am feeling negative and comprehension affected, I drag@excuse myself from everything and go for my alone time. Kinda a domain-centric person to control my mood or workaholic attribute..lol
Talking about being a bigger person, I am always hoping that it's more of a give and take thingy although there is no real fairness in it.
Somehow, cling to what you believe in if that secures happiness and find someone who better appreciates your contribution in due time :)
Finally venting is a must for everyone in this pressured and hostile society.
Helix
whats the difference between a child and a man? Resistance. A man learn from people all his life not to do this, not to do that. So much negative feeling of resistance welling up subconsciously. When the time is right, forget all the laws and rules. As long as you are not hurting others :)
Thanks all for your comments.
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