I close my eyes now and pretend I am a tiny floating speck, a pixie dust. I don't think about writing this. I think speck-like thoughts such as who's for dinner and will we ever love more than now. Then I feel weightless, truly weightless. Turns out we crashed into a wall. Luckily, I am a speck and as a speck I'm not hurt, just jostled.
A little shaken.
Sometimes I don't know what much to make of my presence felt. I would badger with the phone but as a speck it's really hard for me to dial your number, or press that speed dial. I feel so inadequate mainly owing to my size, but also to my lack of gravity.
I don't want to be a speck anymore. I want to be a needle to inject you with my feeling. You'd come crying, wake up crying and tell me of your hurt .......... waiting for my comforting shoulder.
You'd come screaming, claw your face and wake up drenched again. And with the same old speck aimlessly floating in the swirl of your juices.
I've grown to love you. So much you could die.
Embrace me ..... don't you ever dare dust me away like a speck that I am.
16 comments:
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww... :)
The universe is made of infinitesimal amounts of dust that no one sees, but we know and eventually accept that someday - everyone will be dust. You can never rid yourself of dust, and dust will always be part of the world - but there comes a realization that we are made of dust too.
That is when we come to understand that everything that makes our world, comes from the littlest things.
Wow. That's a great way to tell someone "love me as I am". Inspiring.
awwww... so very sentimentally poetic.
Beautifully written. I love it. Its really really nice and creative.
If I interpret in my owm understanding, is it about someone who does not want to remain silent anymore but will like to daringly go out to love? Or is it about revenge? Enlighten me please.
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I sensed a very emotional Anton in this entry. You ok there? I hope all's well. We'll talk soon ok.
Loads of hugs
xx
in the king prayer, we recite 'On every atom are Buddhas numberless as atoms' so never think anything (even ourself) as tiny or unworthy...
but then again another thing is abt the right magnitude with everything, too much or too little of effort also not good, which is kinda to tune to... take care and hugs...
ps: i hope i didn catch wrong message from ur post, coz i happened to many times with other postings, too dumb
it's hard to embrace a speck though... are you sure you are/wanna be a speck?? not think twice? you still have not find the right way to make yourself happy...
Sam ~ well said my dear friend. ^_^
Perky ~ thanks dear. :)
Common ~ this post has many interpretations; just how positive or negative we want to view it. Anything positive is on the correct path. :)
Evan ~ so sweet of you. Thanks, I'm absolutely fine. Chatz soon ya. :)
Fufu ~ sorry, wrong path fren. :)
Happy ~ Good interpretation :) Am glad we share the same love and awe for the King of Prayers. :)
Thanks guys for your comments. ^_^
+Ant+
You have a bodhisattva heart and feeling...
awwwwwwww.....
my cleavage feel so romantic by reading this~ ;P
oh... it's the emo season again... emo bugs is here :p
Anyway, dude are you okay?
Aha! Anton is love sick. Sam is so pandai with his dusty tales which makes sense, right? I wonder what dusts are made of? I would conclude majority falls in the Little Things Troubles little Minds.
Michi ~ I certainly do not have that. But thanks anyway, so kind of you. :)
Queen ~ ROTFLOL
TZ ~ I'm hokay dude. Thanks ya. :)
Twilight ~ so cleber.Which crystal ball did you use? :P
+Ant+
Hey pal, don't tell me you are infected my eno virus ya. It's better not to think so much sometimes. Anyhow, I shall see you soon. :)
reading this post of yrs made me very emo last night. i ended up writing an emo post too
this is simply romantically down in the mouth? cheers (:
KeenYee ~ that's my weakness, I think too much nearly always. See you soon. ^^
Beng ~ I'm so sorry. It wuz not meant to evoke negative emotions. It wuz more to evoke thoughts.Hope you are ok.
:)
Ed D~ Great to hear fm you. You were in my thoughts whenever the newpapers and news on tv mentioned MH091 fm Newark on the H1N1 virus.:)
+Ant+
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